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Tuesday, February 26, 2008

What if...?

Do you ever think "What if"? Not the "what if I did something different with my life" kinda what if, a whole different kind. Let me give you an example:

Today is the first day its been warm enough for my kids to play outside. As I watched Kenny crawl down the stairs in his huge overstuffed jacket, my first thought wasn't "ahh he's so cute!", it was "what would I do if a swarm of Africanized bees attacked my family today?"

Weird huh? I know I'm a dork...then I start wondering if I'm being paranoid or prepared. What do you think?

I think this kind of stuff all the time. Washing dishes, I wonder what I would do if I got a call saying Joey was seriously hurt. Who would I call first and what route would I take to the hospital. I lay awake at night with Joey snoring next to me wondering what I would do if he wasn't home and there was a natural disaster or someone tried to break in. Then I start wondering if thinking about this stuff too much will make it happen. So I concentrate hard on not thinking about anything at all!

Can you say Crazy?


  1. hahah I actually do the exact same thing. I mostly do it while I am driving and I play out an entire scenario in my head and I start crying. The kids are used to me by now and Hannah just says, Oh great, mom's crying again.

  2. Oh Bella, I cry too! I'm so glad I'm not the only one!